WHY AH ?Everytime we quarrel you always say things to hurt me.
Its like you don't even care how I felt.
You even said you don't care.
You said you are willing to let me go !
Why is that so ? Am I that bad ?
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN YOU SAY ALL THOSE THINGS.
I so much wanted to cry but you have to hurt me even further by saying you don't care even if I cry till it floods.
Why are you so evil ?
You simply have no idea how much you have hurt me. Do you ?
And then, you will say, if I can't accept the way you treat me, I can leave you anytime.
Who do you think I am ?
Do you think Im taking this for granted ?
Ive stayed this fucking long because I fucking love you.
I don't know if you know that. But yes, I fucking love you.
If not for the power of love, I would have left you knowing your attitude this way.
And yet you have the cheek to say I have a bad attitude.
I do admit I have an ugly attitude, but I doubt its ugly as yours.
IM STILL BY YOUR FUCKING SIDE BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU.
I can still tolerate your attitude.
But don't you ever neglect me and play behind my back.
But despite that, you are most of the time, the reason why I look forward to the next day.
You hell are different from all the guys that I used to date.
Maybe that's what makes you special.
Nevertheless, I love you Syawal.