The whole thing is Im NOT lonely.I have a boyfriend I can go out with, spend time with, do silly stuffs with.
But why do I feel so lonely ?
Ever since he started working, Im neglected.
To be honest Im very happy when he found a job.
It kinda feels like a new life is given to us.
But if making me feel drifted apart from my own boyfriend is the new life,
Then I do not want it.
IM JUST FREAKING MAD LAH RIGHT NOW !
He's not even in NS yet and he make it like almost impossible for me to meet him.
What if he's in NS? He will then say he's tired and shits.
THEN WHEN THE HELL CAN I MEET HIM ?
WHEN THE HELL CAN I SPEND TIME WITH HIM ?
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH !