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I trash hard.
I skate hard.
I dance hard.
& I sing with all my heart.
My name is Nurakidah.
Trying to be an ordinary girl but sometimes circumstances won't allow me.
I always believe things happen for a reason, but like you, I want to know the reason too.
My parents' must have hoped they would have a son first, but they had a daughter.
So I guess, that is why Im very 'guy-like'.
Im not tomboy but I act tough.
And I still hope for that one person who would be able to take me for who I am
and is willing to spend the rest of his life with me.
I skate hard.
I dance hard.
& I sing with all my heart.
My name is Nurakidah.
Trying to be an ordinary girl but sometimes circumstances won't allow me.
I always believe things happen for a reason, but like you, I want to know the reason too.
My parents' must have hoped they would have a son first, but they had a daughter.
So I guess, that is why Im very 'guy-like'.
Im not tomboy but I act tough.
And I still hope for that one person who would be able to take me for who I am
and is willing to spend the rest of his life with me.
16 July 2011
Sailing through our roughest time.
This boy, yeah the one up here.He's very problematic at times.
We ALWAYS fight.
He asked me, "Why stay when everybody else leaves?"
I wondered to myself too.
Why did I stay when I can leave him and find someone who won't fight with me everyday?
Why did I stay when I can leave him and find someone who won't fight with me everyday?
Then the voice in my head stopped and the voice in my heart said
"It doesn't matter how many times you fight. You know you love him, and you can't deny the fact. You know he hurt you but he's there when you need him. He may not be exactly the boy you dream of but he's the guy that you dreamt of. You know even if there's thousands guys out there chasing for you, you're still chasing for this boy."
"It doesn't matter how many times you fight. You know you love him, and you can't deny the fact. You know he hurt you but he's there when you need him. He may not be exactly the boy you dream of but he's the guy that you dreamt of. You know even if there's thousands guys out there chasing for you, you're still chasing for this boy."
I now understand why I stayed. (well roughly)
He asked me again, but he'll never understand if I told him.
So I just told him, "Because Im a girl."(this four word has alot of meaning)
He asked me again, but he'll never understand if I told him.
So I just told him, "Because Im a girl."(this four word has alot of meaning)
Even that answer doesn't satisfy him.
But he'll understand sooner or later.
But he'll understand sooner or later.
Because Im a girl- It's because Im a girl that Im fragile. I need someone to stay by my side. Im a girl. I may be strong but Im still not strong without you around. Im a girl. I need hugs and kisses. Im a girl. I can't just leave you there and die on your own. Because Im a girl, it's only right I feel this way. That's why I stayed.
I want this relationship to move on. To sail smoothly. I don't know how to sail. So baby, I need you to be there with me and sail this relationship together with me. You'll understand why I did that, why Im harsh at times, why I stayed. You'll understand. I love you.
You may think its just words, but its with words that'll make you understand.
The actions only speaks louder than words.
The actions only speaks louder than words.
I posted this at 12:26 PM
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